attention....the playhouse has exploded

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 18:30:16 GMT

i made another myspace...scince i keep deleteing them....
yay... this one isnt getting deleted tho.

so if you want me then add me...
i mean as a friend silly...
yay i know your not interested anyway.
heres my myspace.

www.myspace.com/pink_synth_doll

how creative i am....

lastname
van sickle
e-mail
morbidsinderella@aol.com

thanks kristen :)

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 15:32:53 GMT

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Sat, 01 Jul 2006 15:27:41 GMT

*vomit*

*vomit*

*vomit*

*vomit*

*stops...pauses.... looks around*

*VVOOMMIITT!!*

basically....
i dont wanna be me anymore...
i just wish i could be anyone else.

i know someone else prolly has it worse off then i do but to not feel like this anymore would be worth it.

explanation...

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 16:10:46 GMT

so over the years i've been asked alot...
"how in the hell do you stay so happy all the time."
i've always been told that i'm always happy hyper and bubbly...
and i could never think of a reason other then coffee red bull and marbrol reds.
but today upon more inspection...
i realized it as i was watching this ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-SMcMQm264

the key to living a happy upbeat life...
is jrockers... being goofy to the chicken dance...
enjoy i sure as hell did...

no wonder i love japan....they do what i imagen i'm doing....
*shrugs*

what your gonna see is how i see the world.
(BEWARE! people in imagination are usually much more attractive then reality.... you have been told!)

CYBORG SYNTH DOLL: DUCK PROTECTER

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 15:46:38 GMT

so today i am on my way to work...and OMG WHATS THAT MOVING ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD!
DUCKS! an entire little duck family! aww...omg there in the road!
SO i put my car in park get out and hold off traffic by standing in the middle of it pointing at the ducks makeing a BIG spectical outta ducks being on the road. (it was a read light anyway so they really had nowhere to go, the cars that is!) so the ducks make it safely across the road.
YAY!
i give the stoped cars a thumbs up scince we all helped the ducks by not hitting them i get back into my car and guess what perfect timeing the light turned green...
they i get all mixed up and end up 10 mins late for work.
-_-

BUT
AT LEAST THE DUCKS ARE SAVE!

yay synth doll advances to level 2!

dun dun dun DUN!!!!

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 16:19:00 GMT

along with my last post this is what i have to say about the whole hot topic's attack on japanese rock and japanese rock bands.

i dont agree with what there trying to do.
i hope that some of the bands stand strong to themselfs and there image.
i have been listening to the new dir en grey cd in my car as i have been going to and from work...
i noticed that after listening to the cd i become really pissed off for no reason.
i have to say that some of there sound is still there but a bigger element of it is americanized.
heavy death metal guitar.
loud screaming growling vocals.
heavy drums.
i love dir en grey.
kyo has such a large vocal range.
i love it when he growls and screams but i also loves when he sings the growling and singing add alot to the sound of him singing and it brings in a whole new element of awsomeness.

*shrugs*
i'm really torn up about this entire thing.
i love dir en grey.
i will always love them
i feel like i'm going threw the worst breakup of my life with this band

"i love you dir en grey... but i'm not in love with you anymore.... your not the same band as you were when i met you and were both going in different directions. we will always be friends and i will always have a large place for you in my heart and you have been a huse effect on my life and i will always be there for you and support you threw everything.good bye for now."

the end.

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 16:59:02 GMT

WEEEEEEEEEEE
i got me some new eyes! yay so that means... MEGAN CAN HANG OUT AGAIN CUZ SHES GOT HER CAR BACK SCINCE SHE CAN NOW SEE TO DRIVE

SOOO
uuhuh!

miss megan is doin pretty good.
pretty damn good...
and now... rant time.

oh yes rant time with megan we all have missed it so....
AND NOW SHES BACK...SHES PISSED...AND SHE'LL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT IN GREAT LONG BOREING DETAIL!

so yay!

this is my rant of the whole fucking year.
nothing can piss me off now more then this did yesterday.
megan got payed....yes thats not the worse part... thats the only good part.
so i go to hot topic...YES HOT FUCKING TOPIC because of course THERE SELLING FUCKING DIR EN GREY SHIT and with them haveing been my favoret japanes band for YEARS i of course am willing to buy a $15 cd/dvd combo apposed to a $55 cd/dvd combo (includeing shipping from japan) ....yay. so i got this cd/dvd home all excited! i mean HEY its DIR EN FUCKING GREY!!!
KYO, SHINYA, TOSHIYA, DIE, JUST FUCKING SHIT MAN WOW!
and i put the dvd in....and i am horrably dissapointed....
they all have black hair and were wareing suits.... and braids and foe hawks.
...WTF? IS KYO CRYING!??!
FAKE BLOOD???? HES NOT REALLY CUTTING HIS STOMACH OPEN WITH HIS NAILS?!????!?!?!?

WAITE.... WHY DOES KYO HAVE WHITE OUT CONTACTS GREASY BLACK HAIR AND FAKE GRILLS IN.....

*Megan crys*
the cd book...all english...
the US WINT TO JAPAN TOOK THERE ROCK STARS GAVE THEM MAKE OVERS AND TOTALLY RE INVENTED THERE SOUND FOR THEM.

I CAN SEE IT NOW...

US corperate music guy: hey guys... i wanna be your friend... i wanna give you lots of american money... you will be loved in america...just sign this *waves contract.*

US corperate music guys translator: we love you and would really like to have you guys sign with us... we will kiss your asses and give you lots of money for being you and being awsome...

dir en grey: well hey sounds great we can get out music out to an entire nation that other wise wouldnt know us... sure why not. *signs contract...*

US corperate guy: okay... now that the formalities on out of the way i would like you all to line up take your pants/skirts off and bend over... i have this wooded electrified wide as hell long as hell pole that i'm now going to fuck you over with...then right after your all getting make overs!
kyo...bleach blode japanese afro wont go over in america... nor will your crazy makeup and outfits... take this teeshirt and ripped up pants... and if your going to look extream at all please look at a manson music video.
die... take that face mask off we dont have sars in america and we dont want the american people thinking you have or are scared of haveing sars...what thats a fashion accesorie... TOO BAD IT SAYS SARS TO ME! lose it!
shinya... your a man... so why do you look like the hottest woman i've ever seen? that will confuse the american listeners... not to mention make the men VERY uncomfrotable and pissed.... braid your hair...start head banging and also ware teeshirts and ripped up pants...
actually
TEE SHIRTS AND RIPPED UP PANTS FOR ALL!
oh and that japanese thing is neat but we need to release an americanised version of your cd... it'll still be in japanese but the cd book wont be... oh and its okay if we miss things in translation the kids will this is dark and mysterious... alot deeper then us just fucking up so now that you all know what to do have fun!
(by the way were dyeing everyones hair black the crazy colors confuse us... oh and so do the elegent outfits. as well as the over the top make up... oh and your music isnt uniform enough so now your going to have to write a cd where all the songs sound alike...)

long story thort.
the cd there selling at hot topic is NOT dir en grey....
the name and images of the members of dir en grey were stolden...
that cd doesnt really exsist...
its not true...
i wont believe it...
fuck that.

i also heard that hot topic is takeing the names of japanese rock bands....
there going to start maketing them to the american hot topic kids.
japanese rock and visual kei as we know it will be comeing to an end.

good thing Hide is dead... being one of the members of X japan the founders of visual kei in japan as we know it and one of the most well know visual kei preformers / artist would have more the likely commited suicide now if he hadent already knowing the direction that the things he and his band members worked so hard to create is being distroyed in a matter of seconds.
poor Hide is prolly turning in his grave over the distruction put in the way of visual kei.

also like adam said...
good thing malice mizer broke up.... or else hot topic would have ruined them for us.

thanks hot topic...
for ruining my favore japanese rock band.
and thanks hot topic kids... for also helping ruin them for me.
years of being a loyal fan ruined by a few months worth of hot topic.

visual kei will be a thing of the past.
just like disco.
its awaiting its horrable bloody doom....
BLOODY FUCKNG DOOM!!

fuck you america.

wheres fluffy when you need her.

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 18:25:44 GMT

sooo news!
gopal and i officially got engaged yesterday (we signed a paper saying that we do intend on getting married so that its accepted in the community were living in that we are living together and sleeping together.)
after that we started planing the wedding.
then gopal and i wint out and had a lovely day together.
we wint to the piercing shop and both got out septums done then we picked up food and drove into the mountains and had a picknick on a mountain during sunset.
it was beautiful.

he's been getting jobs around yogavill so that rock because hes colse to home comes home earlier and is more awake then before.
this weekend is convergence. i'm excited!

oh and we had to change our wedding date!
its now SEPTEMBER 23RD for sure!

dissappointment

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 06:52:59 GMT

i'm dissapointed... and not with anything in virginia.
when i left home i already thought about how things would be.
what friendships would fall appart and those that wouldnt.
well i have had alot of time to look over my life and my adventures and my friendships.
and well...
there are some fucking amazing ones.
there are some great ones.
there are some good ones.
there are some alright ones.
and there are some that piss me off beyond belife.

my mom has called me my dad has called me jay has called me christopher has called
and my adam has called me.

i'm not saying everyone should have or should call me.
i'm just saying.
if you take the time to have called me your best friend....you should have.

i cant call anyone. (i cant even call gopals cell phone from the house phone)
because we's dont have long distance.
nope.
phone company said they fixed it....but guess what....they didnt.
i think they think if you live in the middle of nowhere you wont notice if they dont do there job or not.
HAHAHA worng. i have so much time i dun know what to do with it.

i've taken up quitting smokeing...uuhuh
i've been sick and it really sucks.
still keep coughing. cant breath very well.
sucks.
so smokeing is out!
cant smoke in the house. gopal is letting me smoke in the car now but i dont do it cuz then i feel guilty for makeing his car smell like smoke.
*shrugs*
i dont want to go to bed.
this is my frist night away from gopal scince i moved in (he had a show out of state) he gets back and then goes straight to work.
we have a date after he gets home from work tomarrow tho.
dinner, movie, and then play baldurs gate untill we pass out.
rock!
still doesnt make tonight any easier.

time for smokeing is now.

night night

......

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 23:01:15 GMT

i'm in virgina!
all is well.
well for the most part.

we got into town no problem it took longer then we expected because random miss kitty stops.
she was sooooo good the entire way here.
we gave her some pill and she calmed down and fell alseep on my lap.
she threw a fit in her box she didnt want anything to do with it and was willing to chew off her own limbs to get out of it. but once she was places on my lap with a blanket over her she was fine and well. (except the few times when she dicided gopals lap looked more comfy and tryed to jump onto him.)
SHES DOING SO GOOD HERE!!! she loves it! as soon as she come in and started checking everything out she was frolicing and playing. she didnt hide once she cuddles alot she purrs alot she plays alot. she loves it here!!!!

its hard when gopal goes to work becuase i'm home for HOURS on end with only his family around.
i'm getting closer with porna and it rocks shes such a sweet person and i'm so happy that i'm living with her bacuse i get along with her pretty well.

i've gotten sick 3 days ago and have been fighting feaver and sore throat and coughing and balh.
it sucks but i'm feeling alot better today.
so usually i take some nyquill and sleep it off...
YA not in yogaville.
porna gave me vitimin C water and gopal gave me garlic pills.
*shrugs* it works i'm feeling alot better.

i miss everyone. i've talked to my mom yesterday for a while she called me to check on me. and i talked with adam.
i wish i could call people but scince gopals cell phone doesnt work out here and the phone company hasnt fixed the long distance yet i cant.
he said he was going to get me a phone card soon tho!
yay.

i love and miss you guys!!!!

killing time with a machinegun....

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 16:10:00 GMT

... and i'm running out of clocks.

SATURDAY IS THE CHAOS SHOW AT LAB.
IF YOUR NOT GOING YOU SUCK.
IT'LL BE THE LAST DAY FOR A WHILE THAT I'M OUT IN THE DETROIT AREA.
city after the show.
uuhuh.

i work the next 3 days in a row.
go look at the art work for my tattoo thursday.
gopal gets into town at 3am friday morning. YAY!
i still need to finish packing
KYLA AND GRANDPA you guys i BETTER be seeing friday.

anyone else that wants to have some time with the megan before she goes on her ninja mission
THEN GET IN TOUCH WITH ME!
the clocks have been blasted and that shows that the time is now! there is no later!

uuhuh!
i leave sunday!
SSSUUUNNNDDDAAAYYY!
scary!
*SHRUGS*
i
love
you
all!!
<3
Megan.
SYNTH DOLL.

I TOOK IT!!! I DID!

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 03:07:17 GMT

If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? All replies will be permanently screened because it's a secret.
Then repost this in your LJ, if you want to.
You might be surprised with the responses you get.

may your ass explode in deathly diarreah...

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 10:01:36 GMT

... thank you and please exit to your left.

_________________________________________________________________________________

so of course those of you that saw adams lj now know that we like to assult people in our own age group at gas stations at 3am.
for those of you that dont know. heres a little summery.

adam and i had gone out had fun and hit up the gas station for smokes for the rest of the night.
well upon getting ready to exit the gas station we notice car loads of emo kids pumpin gas and danceing around in a frolic like movement to emo music that adam and i couldnt quite understand.
so being the obnoxious people we are we start screaming at them. they then run over to our car and very friendly like talk with us.
adams back handed comments ammused the silly people because they didnt notice the back handedness of the backhanded backdoor bitch!
so girl code name "amanda" tells us that she likes girls.
boy code named "tom" pulls down pants to show adam his ass.
they then say goodbye and get in there car.
being the bored people we are we then ninja like follow them home.
they get out of the car and again we start up with the harrasment.
they come over and invite us to hang out whenever we want scince we now know were they live.
code name "tom" then strips for adam again....
funny thing.
code name "tom" is supposedly straight.
(we almost rear ended them a few times ((of course we did Adam was driveing and we all know about his super backdoor attacks on men that lead into anal sex.)) they had no clue we were following them)

end of fun ninja adventure for now.

maybe we'll go pass out in there car later who knows we need to drink a little more first so we also vomit in the car.

thank you.

please lock your doors if i know where you live.
why?
who knows where i'll end up if i get drunk... i may wanna vomit on your sleeping self.

<3

DIARREAH!!! TO YOU ALL!!!!!!

Synth dolls last detroit appreance!

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 20:56:16 GMT

So you guys better fucking come! not only will it amaze you on many levels of amazement. BUT it'll be your last chance to see MS. SYNTH DOLL!!!

(MOSTLY COPY AND PASTED... I STEAL STUFF!)

March 11 @ Labyrinth - located under the Ramada at Cass & Bagley in Detroit

TIME- doors open at 9pm and DJ Darks Choir will be spinning till 3am

ATTIRE- formal, fetish, or extreme club attire... DOOO IT!!!

COST- $10 at the door, we are olny letting the first 200 in, you can also prepurchase your ticket at paypal@chaosdetroit.com (to spensive? NO WAY!! theres going to be so much entertianment your head will explode!!!)

AGE- 18 & over

Whats going on-

3 SHOWS
- first show will be the chaos promo model show, we will doing runway to show what we have to offer the mainstream world.

Second show- a band of our choice, yes we are still deciding. You'll be quite suprised at the choices.

Third show- watch out world, here comes lust! Two fire breathers from fire fabulon, burlesque performance by fetish model Persephone, flesh pull by the sexy Brandi Doll, and a half hour of the most intense show chaos has ever put on! THIS INCLUDES SYNTH DOLL BITCHES!! last chance offer!!!

Why? - Because Chaos Productions is going all new, our new website will be launched March 11th and well what better reason to throw a party.

If you are a club owner, fashion designer or possible client that would like VIP please contact us at:

chaosdetroitproductions@gmail.com.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm staying in town for this show! but the next day i'm out! my boyfriend will be present as well so any of my friends whom wanna met my wonderful man and say goodbye to me should come support me and the rest of the chaos crew and PARTY YOUR DAMN BALLS OFF!
(if you dont have balls please feel free to party like you do have balls! thank you - management)

i love you all and i'm gonna miss you so come say goodbye to me!
<3

Synth doll

things that should be said before i leave to people i care about

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 14:38:12 GMT

_blackholesun_ you always talked to me when i needed someone to talk to online. thank you for always listening to me bitch. ^_^

achallamor i dont see you enough and i wish i could have!

arioch i wish we became friends before i was about to move i feel like i missed out on so many wonderful ninja adventures!

beleza_toxica we never talk anymore

belladonnabitch you have been a sweetheart to me thank you

blackdragonkiss i fucking miss the living shit outta you

bluekittie i never see you anymore and i wish i could

bound_kajira you have always been a huge sweetheart! you have always been there for everyone to cheer them up in any little way you are wonderful!

cedgein i fucking love you!

crashsite68 you were always fun and i never see you anymore i hope your doing well

curious_pandora fun! thats all i have to say!

dark_angel667 i'm sorry things got bad and if i could change anything it would be to have not let other people influence my choices and i'm horrably sorry for that. i hope your doing well and i hope everything continues to go well for you.

deadflower77 you have always been one of my closest friends. thank you for everything!

destroymyheart i miss you and i'm going to miss you more. i wish we didnt drift appart as much as we did and i wish i saw you more.

dvsdetroit not only are you an amazing photographer but an amazing friend you have always listened to me and given me advice and i thank you for everything

jezibelsfanticy its gonna be hard without you ray ray! i fucking miss you so much already i've known you forever and i will always remember me trying to turn you bi when i first met you lol you are an amazing person, your so talented in many different fields i loved working with you and i love you! i'm gonna miss you baby.

jinks_ i miss you! you and poe are comeing back and i'm leaveing... timeing on that sucks!

kaiserglider eventho we cant spend more then a few hours together without diveing one another crazy you are one of my longest lasting friends... i miss you and i will miss you! but you better keep in touch!

limeygop aww man i'm gonna miss you. i really enjoyed all the time we've spent together and you have always been a super amazing friend. no matter what you stick by your friends and i love you dearly for it! you fucking rock!

madhatter69 i'll never forget when you fell into the arcade machine and spilled your drink all over me.... lol take care of shell! (or i'll kill you!)

mean_salley MONSTER! i still owe you cake!... you are a fucking rock ass person. your great!

medevil666 i miss you! you are a great friend and person. i hope everything goes well for you.

megalomaniac83 i adore you. you are such a beautiful girl! super! i tell everyone that! you are a great friend as well and i'm sad that we didnt get to become better friends.

metal_faery blah your just shell :P

mizstomp you are one of the biggest sweethearts i know (when you wanna be :P ) i love you!!!

ms_angiepants your my cousin... you havent put much effort into actually keeping in touch with me its all pretty one sided... then again i still love you because your my cousin. i miss how close we use to be and i wish it could be like that again... then again i dont believe in daydreams anymore.

peachymanaangel i love you! you are a fucking amazing friend. i feel like we've drifted appart (mostly because of distance) but i still love you and consider you a very close friend. i hope everything works out and you better keep in touch!

prettypinkgun i wish we had become better friends.

pulse_state you were one of the reasons i enjoyed going out. you are a great person!

raindaisy i adore you and i miss you.

revmanson5478 BY FAR ONE OF MY FAVORET PEOPLE! i love you like a brother and i hope everything works out for you because if anyone diserves it , its you.

sarahyzenbaard SWEETHEART!!!! awsome girl!

sugarpunk your a sweetheart! and fun!!

sweetmary GRANDPA! i love you you rock and i miss you already you better keep in touch or i'll kick you! i've had alot of fun times with you and there will be more!!! ^_^

trickysquirrel9 adam... you are blood to me.. you are my brother. and i wont miss you for long! :P ^_^

if i missed anyone its not because i dont care! i'm tired as hell so just let me know and i'll tell you what i really think about you! ^_^

life is good.

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 11:20:19 GMT

adam and i wrote an e-mail to the woman i want to make my wedding dress... if you wanna see a picture of it go to the link hell ya!

http://www.kambriel.com/midnightbustle.html

aww ya!

soo for those of you that dont know

i WILL be moveing to Virginia after gopal gets back from tour. (between may-july.) they havent got the tour dates yet so i'm not sure when yet...

we will be getting married (if all goes as planned) in october (thats what he really wants to do and i agreed) we will be haveing the wedding in Virginia. so it you want to attend let me know and make some plans!

i'm tired!!! i havent been sleeping well... i dunno whats got into me lately... i think i'm just excited to be able to spend every day with gopal. i just need to sleep and live life untill we can be together other then sitting around waiting for him to call.... lame!

anyways i'm off to bed....my video game addict self needs some sleep!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

yay

happy fucking birthday jesus (late) hope someone brings you back to life....

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 19:13:46 GMT

... so i can stab you for all my sins!

weee so anyways i'm so fucking happy christmas is over!
drama drama drama.

so how is everyone?
i miss you guys.

megan is doing well.
i miss gopal HORRABLY.
but that will soon be fixed!
adam and i will be LEAVEING for a while to go to VA and prolly get kicked out of that state. lets cross off another state on the map adam...
(the us and canada and just huge X's now.... YAY!)

havent done much. been working with mark and helping my mom prepare the christmas cookies!
yay!

i'm gonna get FAT from all the gingerbread men i've been distroying!

*grabs a gingerbread man* BRAINS!!!!!
*bits his head off*
mmm!
yay!

so anyways ya.
thats it.
i'm alive and well.
and i miss people!
yay that may mean you!
it more then likely does!

^_^
buh bye!

dsjhfbajdlhfas

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 09:02:39 GMT

wow i gots myself a real job...kinda.
getting payed by the hour under the counter to do fileing and organizing for mark.
sweetness. also setting my own hours. sweetness. also getting gas money and cash at the end of each day i work. sweetness!
so i start tomarrow/today at noon. yay!
blah.

only 4 more days untill gopal comes to town.
some mad wicked butterflys are kicking up in my tummy.
awwww man!
i cant waite! but... then again.... i may just die when he gets here.
oh well if i die its all good. why is that? because i had a good reason for dieing.
^_^

i have the bestest qout ever from a video game.
tales of destiny 2
shizel says
" what is the value in a world
chokeing in the miasma of its own desire?"

ya you just think that one over for a while.
AWW MAN ITS GREAT!
i love that bitch...and i'm gonna kill her and win! (AGAIN...AND AGAIN...AND AGAIN.!)
ALRIGHT. almost 4 am. and i have to get up in 4 hours.
sooo i'm gonna go to bed!
night!
*muwa*
<3

to all my cupcakes,
i love you!
and,

DONT GET EATED!!!!!! ^_^

night night~

no more miz nice, tegan.

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 16:19:50 GMT

recently it has been drawn to my attention that SOMEONE like to talk about people and peoples personal lifes that they know nothing about.
they like to pretend they know all about a person from overhearing them talk to people and then draw there own conlcusions on that persons life by what they over heard and there own assumptions.
this is not the first time that i have heard this or the second, not even the third.
you dont know me!
we've never hung out!
we've talked a few times when working together but thats all.
you know nothing about me besides the shit you over hear.
i'm sick of hearing about you talking about me and my friends.
if this continues i will take actions.
this is a warning.
i dont like haveing my friends say
"omg are you okay i heard this and this and this"
thats not cool.
i'm wonderful. i'm doing awsome.
i'm just a bit pissed off right now...
well really pissed off!
so with this
if you want to be a scean whore thats all you.
but the next time i hear that you are talking about me or my friends... i will step in and there wont be anything nice about it.
i dont like shit like this.
and i dont like people that pretend to be my friend.
my friendship isnt all that hard to get.
so pretending to have it is pretty fucking lame.

DONT TALK ABOUT ME. YOU DONT KNOW ME.
IF YOU EVER TOOK THE CHANCE TO GET TO KNOW ME THEN WE WOULDNT HAVE THIS ISSUE.
ALSO IF YOU DIDNT DRAW CONCLUSIONS FROM SHIT AND MAKE SHIT UP THEN WE WOULDNT BE HAVEING THIS ISSUE.

so,
TEGAN
if i ever hear that you mentioned my name again.
there will be issues.
i'm sick of hearing this stupid bullshit about you saying shit about me.

thank you have a wonderful fucking day.

-one PISSED off Synth Doll

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 19:21:21 GMT

pink_synth_doll's Halloween party:

_blackholesun_ dressed as a knight, and it suited them all too well.
achallamor dressed as the Viscount of Keddem.
arioch dressed as a ghost.
beleza_toxica dressed as Shania Twain.
belladonnabitch forgot to put on clothes!
blackdragonkiss dressed as the Cardinal of Old Beach.
bluekittie dressed as Optimus Prime.
bound_kajira dressed as a character from "Ed Wood".
cedgein dressed as Batman.
crashsite68 dressed as the Duke of Toplon.
curious_pandora dressed as the love child of Pope John Paul II and Anna Nicole Smith.
dark_angel667 dressed as a third baseman for the Marlins.
deadflower77 dressed as Captain Kirk from "Star Trek".
deadmandance dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
destroymyheart dressed as a diplomat from Guadeloupe.
djegor dressed as Winona Ryder.
dvsdetroit dressed as Nicole Richie, though it looked more like a laser printer.
hypnotik_dreams dressed as a ground.
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mystixblade13 dressed as Avril Lavigne's grandmother.
obsidianfears dressed as a new superhero: Cobalt Boy.
okidokianji dressed as Chester A. Arthur.
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shh_surprise dressed as Venus Williams riding a giraffe, and it suited them all too well.
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tabitha_toxin dressed as the Lethargic Power Ranger.
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super happy fun adventure story book. (w/o pics. those come later)

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 07:24:17 GMT

shell and megan get home from the dojo in the early am of saturday.
shell and megan then part for a few hours to shower and pack up for there super happy fun adventure to OHIO.
megan goes to she shells a bit later (cuz i'm always late.. whats this being on time bullshit?!)
we gets in the car and stop at the gas station OMG 3 REDBULLS FOR $5 so megan stocks up on red bull and gas.
lost controll of out blatters and stoped at almost every rest stop. lol
shell takes over driving because i suck.
we see fun stuff and were on the E-WAY going 5... FUCKING 5 MPH!!!
WTF.
ya. so we see crazy shit. flipped over cars, an on fire explodie van with lost o fire trucks around it, a man walking down the street with a huge wooden cross over his sholder.you know the regular kinda stuffs.
we get to where we wanna be and get lost and go down an ally...
a crazy ally... that got narrower and narrower untill we couldnt fit anymore so we reverse and call gopal up and have him try to tell us where were going...
aww fun times.
so we get to the hotel and see gopal and then... awww happy fun cute everyone sept shell being lame time.
the 3 of us go for a drive and drive around.
shell gets lost in 80's world... we didnt think we could save her and bring her back but OH! we did!
after that we wint back to the hotel and everyone else woke up so we wint to dennys to eat.
yay!
lots of fun! i was so tired i was almost falling asleep. lots of everyone picking on gopal and megan time.
shell and everyone go to the mall and megan and gopal have couple spending time together time.
took a nap.
everyone came back and then gopal and i woke up and spent time with shell and tony (everyone else wint to the movies) lots of fun!
everyone comes back and then everyone leaves.
more gopal and megan time. ^_^
lots of megan giggling like a school girl and being all retarted like.
spent some time with shell and andy.
then more gopal and megan time.
then sleepy time.
then morrning time.
then good bye time.
then megan fighting back tears time.
then SUPRISE! gopal returns to give me presents he got me. awww!
then good bye time again.
then megan crying time.
shell nap time.
megan shower time.
shell and megan packing up time.
shell and megan leaveing time.
lots of driving time.
saw a bunch of hawks sitting on fences... like lots! over 10!!
shell and megan getting lost time.
shell and megan getting back to detroit.
megan dropping off shell.
megan comeing home.
megan calls gopal.
megan calls matt.
megan takes a nap.
shell comes over.
megan and shell watch dead and breakfast.
shell leaves.
megan here.. doing STUFF!
... like writting a run threw of super happy adventure time.
in great detail.

uuhuh! lots of fun!!!
that boy truely is amazing!
i love how comfortable i am around him!
he is such a sweetheart! one of the nicest people ever! they all are.
some of the sweetest guys i know. lol aside from some of the smartass comments lol.
it was great to have been able to spend so much time with gopal.
we really never got to spend much time together. well actually that was the first time we did spend time together aside from the kmfdm show.
and side from when they were here last.
but this time was different! why? because it was! duh!
i adore that boy to death!!
to death i say!!!
*deep sigh*
life... is awsome...
i love life! i love living! and i love being happy!
things are beautiful!

taken from zack (SORRY I CANT SPELL YOUR FULL NAME!) ^_^

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 06:33:15 GMT

NINE LASTS
Last Alchoholic Beverage: coffee
Last Car Ride: me and shell from our ohio road trip...well speedway lol forgot about that.
Last Movie Seen: dead and breakfast.
Last Phone Call: gopal ^_^
Last CD Played: sneaker pimps
Last Bubble Bath: a while... i ran outta bubbles *pouts*
Last Time You Cried: today...

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: uuhuh.
Have you ever been arrested: should have been but wasnt! yay for boobs!
Have you ever skinny dipped: lol uuhuh. chaos camping trip! lol
Have you ever been on TV: maybe...*shrugs* dunno. dont think so.
Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: i regret nothing.
Have you ever had a sex dream about someone you knew: lol of course
Have you ever had sex: maybe... ya.
Have you ever cheated: ya... but he did it first!

SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING
1. arm warmers
2. care bear jamma pants.
3. black t-shirt
4. black under pants
5. chibi maru slippers
6. socks
7. zebra print bandana!

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. spent time with gopal
2. cried a little
3. drove home from ohio
4. watched a movie with shell
5. had serious conversation with shell
6. sang to jack off jill with shell

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER
1. my friends & boyfriend
2. my kitty cat
3. japan
4. my computer
5. my car

FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO
1. shell
2. gopal
3. adam
4. christopher

THREE CHOICES
1. Black or White: black
2. Hot or Cold: hot
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. go to japan
2. be happy and completely content with everything in my life. feel completely alive even if it is just for a moment.

ONE THING YOU REGRET
nothing. if you have regrets then your not learning from your life experiences.
i'd rather learn from things then regret them and i do. so i regret nothing.

all i have to say

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 03:55:56 GMT

god damn his lip rings are hott...
super uber hott...
ya...
aww man.

sitting at home self anal-izing myself... wooo!
haveing some self anal-izing megan time...
sounds so dirty but its really not!
(how many times have i heard that before ahh hahaha! ) (btw note the fake laughter there)

this week.
mon. - nada
tuse. - nada
wed. - nada
thurs. - rehursal for thriller.
fri. - thriller at toychest.
sat. - driveing out to ohio with shell to meet up with my boy ^__^
sun. - maybe new york... maybe chaos rehursal...depends on our mood and money.

scince i have 3 days of nothing i think i'm gonna do some stuff... like beat my video game for the 50 millionth time.
or start sewing again... my dad got the sewing machince out today
ROCK
maybe i'll make my cyborg implants... mmmm ya i think i'll do that...

time for self anal-izing...
night night...

p.s.

lip rings... SO HOTT
*blush*

awwww ya bitches

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 08:07:31 GMT

awww ya bitches i get to see the boy this weekend!!!
*does a little dance then runs off blushing*

thank you and goodnight